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A BAWDY OF WATER 

5/26/2020

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As a soft they youngin
My rounded thiccness made me happy
Horny even
Before ever knowing it as such
During puberty tho
I wanted to hide it
& hide from it best I could
Would bind my burgeoning baby breasts
Or bandaid my puffy pointed nipples down
For fear of my truth being discovered
Hunched my shoulders forward
As to make my chest flatter
Tucked down my rib cage
And fixed my gaze toward the ground
So that I could at all times monitor
How my surface would present itself for
Underneath my tee was no GI Joe torso
No bones with hard woven anatomy
Like that of the neighbor boys
Who’s bodies I would see
When we chased a dead snake
Down this little dirty stream
In the Alabama wood behind our houses


Because my body was removed
Because my softness was hardened
Because my nature was shamed
Because my voice was silenced
Because my home was demolished
Because my land was taken
Because my freedom was a lie
When at infancy my trusted protectors
Left their posts
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My soft body, my true body, my queer body
Was with one slice, a stream of terror
But if god made dirt and dirt don’t hurt
Then why would my body be born in filth?
Purpose & pleasure removed from my reach
& why would it not be glory?
This body of bodies of water
I have been terrified
For I have been terrorized
This fear I feel through pain
An inescapable kind of default
The message is permanent
Engraved into my softness my nature
Is hardness and shame
The path, the way against and away from
My home, my ancestors The First Gender
Who are soft thick and sensitive
Dirty little streams, carrying dead snakes
Through the dark & deep Alabama wood
Behind all of our houses

My Transition Is My Way Home.
​Lil Miss Bitch Tits
HTXXO

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& I Was Called Ma’am 

5/15/2020

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The Manticore is an ancient Persian mythological creature AKA The Androphagoi or “MANEATER” that is based on my ancestors, indigenous human beings called The First Gender. The Manticore or Mantichora were said to have the body of a lion, the head of a human (often bearded and called “man”), the tail and sting of a scorpion (one very deadly which produces a crop, spreading an infection to devour more hosts), the wings of a bat, many rows of teeth, who spoke with a voice that of trumpets to lure in prey, and whose young were hunted and mutilated by severing off their “tail” in order to prevent it from growing poisonous stings: all of these things being hyper illustrated metaphors for the many naturally transexual attributes of the Fitst Gender human being, our relationship to the forces of nature and the universe, and how we are hunted and removed from concouseness. In fact, all human-animal hybrids weather be gods or monsters have been based on the First Gender, or rather our imposed fearful relationship to them. Our truths turned myths by the power of storytelling: scrolls, books, songs, movies etc. The fear of transsexuality implemented through sexual repression has been so imbedded in our consciousness for thousands of years it permeates all we know today weather be fiction or non. If being told by the colonizer, we are the story of the monster, the creature, the savage, the pagan, barbarian, the werewolf, the devil. In a world built by men, this definitely how I feel often - like my monstrous ancestors: feared and hunted as a mutilated, maneating creature whose ability to change, inspires others to “eat man” as well. But then again, it was a woman who heard my voice on a call today and then referred to me as ma’am.


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